Friday, August 1, 2008

I Fought The War...

I fought the war but the war won!

This is almost laughable.
Almost delicious enough...
Almost cruel enough...
Almost hilarious enough...
To be pleasure.


I trusted. I put my all into someone. I gave into it. Told myself I can't go around not trusting people, I will be alone for the rest of my life. And I get fucked. I get screwed over.

I was done doubting, fearing, and fighting with myself over this. And here I am again. Stabbed in the back.

This isn't happening. And yet...

I am able to stay happy. I refuse to go back to that pathetic piece of shit I was only weeks ago.

Keep a smile, Shelly. Press on, Shelly. Go forward, Shelly.
It's quite alright if you don't look back.

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